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[02 Jun 2005|01:30pm] |
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hey everybody havent updated in a hella long time well its cuz im grounded cuz my grades suck a$$ well im in 5th per rite now so yea well my like is ok i guess cept 4 all da ppl that hate me in life wow girls are soooooo rediculously confusing lol but 4 real i mean im tryin 2 get my grades up so im barly talkin 2 ne 1 let alone talkin about them ahhh and it makes me so effin mad but w/e i reLLY DONT CARE SO 4 ALL OF U WHO HATE ME OUT THER GO AHEAD AND HATE ME CUZ ID RATHER B HATED 4 WHO I AM THEN B LOVED 4 SOME 1 IM NOT I DONT UNDERSTAND THAT WORD HATE NE WAYS CUZ ITS SUCH A STRONG WORD I MEAN IVE NEVER HATED NE 1 IN MY WHOLE LIFE BUT W/E HATE ME IF U WANTN O AND IT SUX CUZ IT SEEMS LIKE BEN DOSNT WANNA HANG OUT W/ ME NE MORE I FEEL LIKE IM LOOSING MY BEST FRIEND *TEAR* O AND CONGRATES 2 ASHLEY 4 GETTIN A NEW CAR I KNO SHELL DRIVE ME EVERYWERE NOW RITE LOL U BETTER BEYOTCH JK LOVE YA MUAH WELL ILL TRY 2 UPDATE AGAIN AT SKOOL BUT 4 NOW ILL TTYL
LOVE ALWAYS
*DEIDRE*
XOXOX
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[06 May 2005|01:58pm] |
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hey guys wat up me nothin o ima single sadly haha RYAN boke up w/ me but im sad but ill get over it soon i hope but i stiil really like him but tell me y he was doing shit w/ ANDREA that pissed me off im still mad i jus try not 2 show it lol well g2g bells gonna ring
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[28 Apr 2005|01:31pm] |
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tears*tears*tears*
life sucks especially wen ur love is away!
tears*tears*tears*
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| ANSWER ME PLEASE?????? |
[15 Apr 2005|07:28pm] |
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Answer this for Me!!!
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talk shit about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
17.Do you think I'm hot?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
22) Do you think im easy?
23) Do you think im smart?
24) Will you repost this to see what others think about you?
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| good day |
[15 Apr 2005|07:03pm] |
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hey guys how is every 1 well im doing verry verry good 2 day is a good day so far well i mean it is friday lol and i havent updated in a while and guees wat guts me and RYAN r going out and ive never been happier well there was that 1 time jk lol well im in english rite now and we have a sub so like ya and omg i got my cast off like 3 days ago and i feel so gr8 haha well my plans 4 dis weekend r... well 2 day im gonna go watch ASHLEY and benjie race in da track meet kewl huh o yea and ben and paula r finaly going out yes im so happy 4 them and omg i practiced the otherday and im hella SORE jus thought u should kno well i g2g ttyl
byezzzz seductivekisses
xoxox
<3 DJ
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[08 Apr 2005|06:47am] |
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wow hey guys well alot has been going on in my life l8tly like 4 those of u who dont alredy kno im not seeing ryan ne more and its tearing me up in side cause like i still really like him and i like who i am when im with him and wen im not i feel like theres a part of me thats missing like a puzzle cant b complete w/out the every peice and i seem 2 b missing a few but i really am gonna try 2 get over it and i hate acting like im fine like every thing is all rite wen it really isnt and i hate my f-in spanish teacher she HATES me but ne ways stupid mis colwin i blame it on u!!!! and omg guys like 2 of my best friends might hook up how f-in exciding and ima go support ASHLEY and Ben race 2 day good luck guys well thats all 4 now ttyl bye
seductive kisses
xoxo
<3 always and 4-ever
DEIDRE
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| Wat did i do |
[03 Apr 2005|02:27pm] |
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OmG guys havent updated in a while im really sad nd confused right now ok like ryans mad at me
and he wont tell me y and like its tearing me apart soooo badly im holding everything in soooo
much like u have no idea idk wat 2 do ne more i really like him and i dont want it 2 b like this
so idk ...2 all my friends expecially **ASHLEY** ( inside joke lol)...if one day u feel like crying.... call me. I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop......but i can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no anwser.....come fast to see me. Perhaps i need you.
I LOVE ALL U GUYS!!!!!!!!!!
ttyl
byezzz
xoxo
DJ
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| VEGAS |
[25 Mar 2005|12:41am] |
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OMG u guys vegas was awsome it was b-e-a-utiful ther wow i like didnt wanna leave it was hella fun 2 alot of stuff happend w/ certain ppl lol some ppl hade umm lets jus call it ROMANCE and i almost died i got stuck in da elovator it was so scarry but hilarious at the same time we took second in our braket and the stupid baseball playas called me at like 2:45 in da mornin and left me a f-in 20 min message on my answer in machine wow it was hella funny well g2g ttyl byezzzz
seductive kisses
xoxo
dj
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| vacation |
[18 Mar 2005|02:48am] |
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ya! today is d las day until vacation. Vegas here we come.....haha
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| I WANNA CRY!!!!! |
[16 Mar 2005|05:26am] |
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omfg i went 2 go get my cast off 2 day and wtf they jus put another 1 on i was holding it in while he was putting the new 1 on its blue!!!!! and i did but as soon as we walked out in the halway i jus broke down in 2 tears and it takes alot 4 me 2 cry i didnt even cry wen it happend and i get it off in flippen 4 weeks wat the hell man i feel like crap i really do wanna cry im holding it in so much rite now its not even funny idk wat ima do at skool 2 morrow and this cast is shaped weird cause the stupid old guy did it if u see me at skool 2 morrow sad now u dont half 2 ask ima go get my hair cut so ttyl
love every 1 cept the friken doctor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
byezzzzz
xoxo
dj
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| HELLA BOARD |
[14 Mar 2005|09:02am] |
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hey guyzzz its DJ im like *HELLA* board rite now no 1 is on gosh anm i the only 1 who DOSNT have a life???? lol
well 2 dat was a good day even tho we lost lol wow ima getting my cast off on wed.... im so happy yes!!!!
I hope i can play soon... well ne ways guys i kinda feel un loved cause my parents love my lil bro more than me its pretey sad actually hes like always perfect and i jus cant compete like if TYLER needs somethin lets all jump and get it but if DEIDRE wants something its like lets not all get up at once thats y i love skool cuz i dont need 2 act perfect i can act like myself the non perfect person i am and i wouldnt have it any other way some 1 once asked me if u could change 1 thing abought ur self wat would it b u kno wat i said.... NOTHING cause if u dont like me 4 who i am thats jus 2 bad!!!!!!!!! but the reason i love my friends like ryan ben paula elizabeth christine tina sandra jannessa JULIE kali candce kort mouth cynthia nicole and every 1 else is caus they learn how 2 deal w/ my inperfections so 4 putting up w/ me I LOVE U GUYS and ne 1 i 4 got well my bro needs something (lmao) i g2g
byezzzzzzzzz
DEIDRE
seductive kisses
xoxo
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[09 Mar 2005|08:06am] |
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hey guys its dj was up was up wow havent updated in like 4 dayzzz gosh thats a long time!!!!! lol
ne wayz we had a game 2 day against venice and we WON like 4-2 or somthin I started lol ummmm I wish
I hate not being able 2 play im like soooooo iratated it gets me sooo mad ne wayz yesterday we had banked day and idk wat was goin on at the skool but tere was helecopters nd stuff it was weird but i went w/ ben, *RYAN* and cynthia 2 dell taco it was hella fun i love being w/ ben and *RYAN* there soooo AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!
Nd i dont even like tj at all ne more i really like *RYAN* but idk were not even goin out i dont even kno if hes umm gonna ask who knows i ummm hope he does tho and i ummm hope he dosnt see this o wells g2g ttyl
seductive kisses
xoxo
DJ
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| Party! |
[06 Mar 2005|08:26pm] |
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hey wut up its ashley. yesturday i went 2 a party out in canoga park. it was hella fun 2 me. ne waiz i went wit my sis, brian, nd louis. man my legs were so fuckin sore i was dancin like all nite.i got in free cuz ima lady...haha ya i danced wit george ( deidre its da goalie on d varsity soccer team), kevin,roder,oscar, brian, nd louis. wen me nd brian came bak from dancin he was all tired nd shit his friend was all like hey fool y u so tired, hes like she got me tired from dancin and his friend was all like can u take me out dere i wanna b like him. i was fuckin bustin up! ne waiz everyone was all smokin black nd mild and weed nd tat shit was so strong i couldnt breathe. ne waiz henry was dere nd ya. candice was tellin me tat george was buggin her 2 dance wit me, an shes all like he was irritating me i was all like uh? ya the party ended round 12 nd we went to tommys afterwards. so i got home round 1:30-2:00.o ya nd on saturday dere was some like grand opening of the field ceremony. so ay. then 2day i hung out wit my cousins. cut nd colored my hair. nd went shopping. so yup well i tink ive updated enuf. muah*
Love Always,
Ashley
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[06 Mar 2005|12:10pm] |
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hey guys 2 day is my best (guy) friends birthday he is officialy 15 and yesterday we had a supprise par-tay 4 him it was really funand plus RYAN was there wich made it even better then after the par-tay i went 2 my cousin(nicole's) basketball game but they lost and it was 4 the championship *tear* o wells its only a game ya know? Then we went 2 shakies (sorry cant spell) lol then we went back 2 her house and wached cellular... correction I wached cellular ... cynthia fell asleep and nicole was talkin 2 gage!!!!!!!! OMG ther officialy goin out!!!! yea i felt really alone till i called BEN at like 1:30 or ummm somthin 2 wish him happy b-day but he was hella tierd 4rm his par-tay so he went 2 sleep so then i talked 2 ryan 4 a little bit o sorry another correction i was listeninfg 2 ryan talk 2 his cousin and 2 day ima goin 2 my aunts hous nd stuff and my ankle hurts HELLA BAD even wors than before so i g2g ttyl ppl byez
seductive kisses
xoxo
DJ
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[03 Mar 2005|07:34pm] |
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OMG Im in soooooo much pain my ankle is broken and my whole body akes!!!!!!!!! Im hella sore from my stupid cruches omg and my heart is aking 2.Cause I always have 2 like some 1 who dosnt like me back or at least i dont think so i jus wish i knew how that person felt about me and if he's jus leading me on or if he really likes me??? i wish he would let me know so if he dosnt i can try 2 get over him i dont know why ima even wishing it never does any good it gets u no where and tj is pissing me off he is giving me sucha hard time about everything well 2 night my bro has a b-ball at 8:30 so ima go well ttyl
seductive kisses
xoxo
DJ
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| sweet 16 |
[01 Mar 2005|09:23am] |
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today is my birthday.....im 16. yay
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[26 Feb 2005|02:59pm] |
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hey everybody guess wat yesterday the whole varcity team wnt cosmic bowling it was soooooo awsome omg every 1 was tere except Heather and Cynthia wow did they miss out or wat? idk its like i like heather and all but its like she puts so much negetive energy tward the team idk mabe its jus me who thinks that? i mean she claims she wants 2 quit so y dosnt she jus do it already GOSH! WoW I was on the phone so late last night 2 *RYAN* from like 1 in da mornin 2 like 4:30 so now in hella tierd!!!! but ima goin 2 some party 2 night w/*RYAN* and bengie its gonna b fun ummmm i hope LMAO! I dono guys like i think i like *Ryan* again wait let me refrase that ... I know i like *RYAN* again!!!!!!! I dono its jus somthing about him hes like hella SWEET! I know some of u r probly thinknig im crazy or somthin but i can't help[ the way i feel like that sayin...U can close your eyes 2 somthing u dont wanna see but u cant close your heart 2 somthing u dont wanna feel well thats exsactly hoew i feel well i dont not wanna like him i jus... i dono ima soooo confused right know and ima still tryin 2 hook bengie up with mona i hope it works out he really likes her well i gosta go ttyl
love you
seductive kisses,
~DEIDRE~
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[23 Feb 2005|09:49am] |
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im sad im gonna try 2 keep a smile *tear*
this is ashley i tried updated yesturday but my comp was bein wack...sorre
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| WINTER FORMAL |
[20 Feb 2005|01:33pm] |
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Hey everybody waz up waz up how u doin well yesterday was winter formal and it was awsome I mean there wasnt alot of people there but that made it even better. I hooked up ben and mona....well i think....i made her dance w/ him....so that made him happy. and as long as my benny wenny is happy so am I. we danced the night away.... and so did nicole and cynthia left early...what a party pooper...but she ended up coming back so it was alll good. Christine was acting all stupid at first...i think its cause i was dancin with ben. lol she warmed up at the end tho.if u didnt go u missed out big time but ill show u pictures of coure well all and all every 1 hade a gr8 time
ttyl love always
DEIDRE
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| Wat eva |
[16 Feb 2005|09:44pm] |
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hey every 1 its DJ waz up waz up how u doin? lol inside joke if u dont get it your outside oviously!lol
well 2 day we had practice after school it was suprisingly FUN! we might have a game saturday unless it rains i kinda wanna play but im kinda nervous!!!!!!!!! im dumb lol well 2 day in english we hada right a poem do here it is tell me if its good or if it sux...
When Im with you I have no fear
You make it all jus dissapeare
When Im with you Im never scared 2 fall
Cause I know you'll always catch me
You never hesitate at all... whenever I call
Tf you live 4 100 more days
I want 2 live 4 99 so i never have 2 live without u
Your my everything...my day my night my sun my stars
Theres never a dull moment when Im with u
Your the reason I wake up every morning
I get so happy when u smile @ me
Cause I know 4 a split second
I crossed your mind.
Some people say u can only fall in love once
but that can't b true cause every time i look at u I fall in love all over again.
My love 4 u is here 2 stay
it will never go away!!!!!!!!
well hope u like bye
DJ
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